Lately, I’ve been joking more and more about never finding someone who will like me for me. About never finding someone who will ever actually love me; saying I’m forever alone. And I’m starting to believe it. I feel like everyone around me has someone, whether it’s just someone to hang out with every once in a while or someone who will actually be committed to a relationship. And I don’t. My last relationship ended terribly. I really don’t want that to happen again, but I sure as hell don’t want to be alone. God, I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’d much rather have a shit ton of relationship drama then absolutely nothing at all. Shit sucks.
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